PLEASURE+PAIN
The PORTALS to Your Awakening,
Your Freedom, Your Destiny
This is where the sacred meets the sensual.
Where both pain and pleasure are portals.
Where your healing and awakening is woven through every breath, every heartbreak and every delicious desire.
This work is rooted in Nondual Tantra and brought to life through shadow work, conscious kink, somatic healing and awakened relationship.
This is not about fixing you:
it's about embracing all of who you are.
Alchemizing your fear, desire, and resistance
into unwavering intimacy with All That Is.
You are already Divine.
But you may have forgotten.
I want to help you remember.
Together, we’ll turn toward all that you’ve
hidden, numbed out, or held back.
We’ll excavate your longings, stuck places, and secret desires. We’ll let them bring you back to Life.
Because when you stop avoiding the Truth,
what returns is Power: potent, sexy, all-loving Divine Power
— beyond anything you’ve ever tasted.
As a Tantrika, YOu will
Reclaim your voice, your body, your desire, and your strength—without shame or apology.
Feel turned on by Life —lit up with purpose, pleasure, and soul-level alignment.
Alchemize your pain and shadow into fuel for greater freedom, authenticity, and joy.
Create deep, honest, passionate, and loving relationships—starting with yourself.
This is for the brave-hearted. For those who long for more.
For the ones who know you’re here to live big and feel it all.
MEET YOUR GUIDE
DANI (KĀNTĀ) BEUTELL
I’m here to help you remember who you are— wild, unfiltered, and Divine.
For the past 15 years, I’ve walked the path of awakening through shadow, sex, and spirit. I’ve lived in an ashram. I’ve played in kink dungeons and on burlesque stages. I’ve spent over a decade as a devoted Tantrika, initiated by Kundalinī Śakti and the truth of Reality. I’ve been burned alive healing a lifetime of trauma—and made love in the ashes.
I am an international mentor in the lineage of Nondual Śaiva Tantra, a Conscious Kink educator, a certified Integrative Somatic Trauma Therapist, mystic poetess, and a lifelong devotee of the beautiful mess of being human.
This work is not for the faint of heart. It requires radical honesty — facing your desires, your fears, your pleasure, your pain — and awakening to who you truly are in the process.
TRAINING + EXPERIENCE
Mentor & Program Leader || Tantra Illuminated || 2023–Present
I currently guide meditation and study groups at Tantra Illuminated, the international school of
Nondual Śaiva Tantra founded by Christopher Wallis (Hareesh), PhD.
Initiate & Advanced Tantrik Practitioner || Kaula & Trika Lineages || 2017–Present
Devoted student of Classical Tantra under the mentorship of Christopher Wallis, PhD,
with multiple advanced initiatory trainings
Resident Student || Vajrapani Institute || 2016–2017
Lived and studied at renowned Tibetan Buddhist monastery, immersing in study
of meditation, the Dharma, and Buddhist Tantra.
Certified Meditation Instructor || UCLA MAPS Program || 2014
Completed the Mindful Awareness Practices (MAPs) Training at UCLA’s Mindful Awareness Research Center.
PRIVATE SESIONS
Break the Bondage.
Awaken Your Authentic Self.
You’ve done the work. You’re on the path.
But something deeper still calls — and you know it.
There comes a point when you can’t go any further alone.
That’s where private work comes in.
Whether you're craving deeper love in your life, feeling stuck in old patterns, or are ready to reconnect with your sensuality, your magic, and your power… I meet you there. Where you are, in the depths, in the temple, or the day-to-day, so you can finally live the truth of who you're here to be.
Together, We Can ExplorE
NONDUAL AWAKENING
The foundation of everything. In our sessions, we align with a paradigm that you are the One Divine Consciousness made manifest. Already perfect. Already whole. This isn’t about self-improvement—it’s self-remembrance. Foster direct intimacy with Life as it is, melt the armor of your heart, dissolve your masks, and awaken Kundalini Shakti to liberate your true nature through breath, presence, and embodied awareness.
SOMATIC HEALING
You can’t think your way to healing—you have to feel your way through it. With somatic practices and trauma-aware care, we'll reconnect you with your body’s innate wisdom, regulate your nervous system, and help you safely process what’s been frozen, fragmented, or locked away. We'll build your toolkit of supportive practices to gain resilience, navigate stress and sensitivity, and reconnect with sensual pleasure.
SHADOW WORK
The parts of you that you reject, hide, or run from hold great power. Our sessions create supportive space to face and integrate what you've been avoiding so you can reclaim the latent energy trapped in your wounds and unconscious patterns — alchemizing it into clarity, freedom, and aligned action.
CONSCIOUS KINK
Kink isn’t just about sex—it’s a secret superpower for healing and empowerment. Kink teaches us how to name what we want, honor our limits, and surrender to the moment. In this space, we unshame what you’ve been afraid to ask for—so you can own your desires and build a life bold enough to hold them.
AWAKENED RELATING
Relationship is one of the most potent mirrors we have. Romantic, platonic, familial, professional... whatever you're working with, we'll grow your conscious communication skills, emotional and physical intimacy, boundaries, and more with a Tantrik perspective to deepen your connection—with yourself, others, and Life itself.
*This is a Diversity-Embracing Practice* I support many queer, non-monogamous, neurodivergent, trauma-impacted, and highly sensitive clients—because I am all of those things too! This work is rooted in lived experience, not just theory or lip service. I welcome clients of all genders, sexualities, relationship styles, neurotypes, body types, racial and cultural identities, and spiritual backgrounds, with a commitment to co-creating space where all of you is safe to show up.
If you're ready to break free from the cycles and stories that keep you small and embody the truth of who you really are —I'm here to guide you.
CLIENT REFLECTIONS
CALENDAR
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Your Truth.
Your Transformation.
I'll accept nothing less.
If you're ready to finally get out of your own way and let Life have its way with you
If you're ready to be broken open, cards on the table with nothing left to lose
If you're ready to get turned the f*ck on by the miracle of existence
I want you.
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